salam ualaikum syifa’,
given d gift of knowledge of addeen wif d presence of ustaz, Alhamdulillah i believe many of us has increased our understnading and hv had a paradigm shift these past few days. Amongst others we have now been enlightened by d essence of AlHaq vs batil. i quote my bro in egypt yg extremest (tht spelling looks weird daaa ) “Weii mana ada in between right or wrong laaa, its either ur ryte or ur wrong” Geez, fine2. So its up to me how much i want to get rid of my dark fuzzy wuzzy side n engulf my whole self into righteousness. mujahadah ppl!!! man jadda wajadda [ps . soalan kpd penaja: ada features utk write in jawi x? application apa2 ke. sorry jahil ict]
so we wanna step away from d dark side n make ourselves better. bcoz we fully understand tht tht is d ONLY option there is really if we hv d ryte sense of mind. kepada org mentally challenged, its ok, u get to go syurga free of charge, tahniah2!!!! to the rest of us, effort , prayer n commitment is required. its abt fully submitting ourselves. Alaaa, yg ayat kaaa’fah dlm quran itu, remember? it takes tyme to get there, but above tht it takes tenacity. and d friction point tht starts d rolling over of a new leaf, thts for us to work on; effort and desire. going against d gravity of 9.81kgms^-2, thts our commitment beating against all odds. n not letting d leaf fall, thts d praying to God he will always maintain ourselves 2 b on d ryte side of d leaf n not fall yet. point is : we decide, we take action, we pray. simple to say yet hard to do. i know.
to uplift our spirit, we were then told tht, heyy, we all hv special abilities. n roles. which by default makes us responsible to use these gifts. ouch. malasnya. idea! tyme ini laa sesuai utk merendah diri i think, “owh i cant do that”. “im no good in talking.”"it wudnt make sense ppl wud even want to listen to me coz even i dun look alim2 yet” yup! thts d spirit!!! wutevA it takes, come to mama Mr Logic. nope. wrong. tht wasnt Mr Logic. tht was Mr Thaghut in collaboration with Mr Syahwat (nafsu vs syahwat vs wuts d other thing? remember tv , channels n af punya anology???? alaaa… muntalaq session daa) how abt studying? we’re here to study, d gov/petronas/mara/sime darby/telekom/pnb/fama/jais/ …..uni who is sponsoring for dis 2nd degree sent us here for tht: STUDYING.
wow. thts a real knocker. now im convinced we dun hv to use our abilities for Islam. Biarlah orang2 yg belajar pondok n agama sahaja mengembalikan kecantikan Islam into the system of life we say. Well, if u say tht then tht means ur smart enough to cheat God. u THINK that is. again, wrong! bcoz our denial mode is activated at its supreme cautious alert level, then thts why this way of thinking overshadows the truth. which u dun need a high IQ level to rationalise out. U just need to hv d clear mindset of knowing wut ur life is worth. Wut YOU as a person is worth. Bak kata advert kecantikan in Malaysia “Kerana Dirimu Begitu Berharga”. Cewah. lol . And if u sincerely want to be empathatic towards ur sponsor, then think of how much good deeds flows into their account once u transform into a good person n help other ppl bcome good ppl. they dun want u 2 b here just for d sake of getting a scroll. its 2 bcome a holistic person. so u’d better b one!
if ur anything like me, u’d think, even if i hv d ability, how abt my capability? how abt my flaws n inadequacies?? only one thing i can say to tht. LOSER. if life gives u a hard tyme, u quit everything else tht looks ryte? ur given tht challenge bcoz ur Creator wud know u hv d capability to overcome it. Dun believe me? , then go read surah baqarah yg belakang2 itu. the one tht says abt God will not impose on someone something he is not willing to undergo. it sounds like laa ukallifullah hu nafsan illa wus’a'ha. look ard. muslims r capable, only d world dont write on our acheivements. they write on our flaws. coz they can b bias n ppl will still believe them bcoz us muslims aren’t fighting hard back to show we r civilised ppl who do attain peace n glory in our lives. who’s fault is tht? n is there no nuthing we can do abt it? example: my bro, budak melayu muslim malaysia boleh rep malaysia 4 Olympiad Physics International Level in Mexico ( alamak, Influenza A/ swine flu !!!!) n he’s also rep Malaysia for Science Fair apa benda entah in Japan ard the same tyme. Budak pre-U engineering punya rep. My point is not to glorify him. He’s just ur normal teen gamer like all our brothers back in M’sia. In his world, comp games n physics application apart from random facts n figures abt non-fictional things dominates his life. Meaning we do hv capabilities. Its just how we brush n use it ryte.
So there. Hope everyones convinced they can make an effort to make a change. Its not abt results. Its abt how hard we strive for HIM.
The end of a very loong rambling on nothing in particular.
Wassalam,
Syifa’ member
PS Sorry didnt make it in tyme for May. Worldly affairs control me!!! Astaghfirullah alazim. Wallahualam